Tuesday, January 17, 2012

The Lazarus Post

Hello there, blog. I guess it's time I let you out of the cellar to see a little sunlight. But, not too much. I don't want you getting greedy for attention.

I forget I even have this thing most of the time, which means I'm sure each and every single one of you has as well, which means I'm talking to myself in text form. I'm fine with that.

I've become comfortable with quitting things. Or, at the very least, prioritizing things more effectively. I've been doing a radio show for the past few months, and I've decided that this Friday's show will be my last. It's not gaining me anything, outside of a few weirdo listeners. I don't get paid for it. I don't have the time I need to make it what I envisioned in the beginning. Ultimately, if I'm going to stress out about something, I think it should be something worthwhile that I enjoy. Or, at the very least, something I can make into exactly what I envision. One more thing off the plate that wasn't going to nourish me anyway. It feels good.

I want to get back to basics. More film projects. More writing. More podcasts. I enjoy those things. They're creative outlets that I can make into exactly what I want on my terms.

It's important to be less ambitious about my job title or my notoriety, and more ambitious about my personal happiness.

2012 is the year I want to return to being an honest and happy man. I'm a little closer.

3 comments:

Rick Santorum said...

AH YES AH YES AH YES! THAT'S THE STUFF! OOOH! WAIT-WAIT...THAT HURTS THAT WAY...WAIT...OKAY WE'RE GOOD! *squishing noises* OH YES! THAT'S THE SPOT! KEEP...KEEP DOING THAT...

*light flips on*

HEY! What the hell are you doing in my Meat Dungeon! You get out! You get out of here right now!

Unknown said...

You are way too hard on yourself....I accidentally ran into some of your stuff on you tube and ended up watching your videos for several hours. Of coarse your not hard on the eyes so that always helps but your obviously very creative and need to give yourself a break. This kind of shit takes years to build a following....look at how many views some of your utube videos got. Guy humor is a dime a dozen but your actually funny along with Nigel who I absolutely love.....keep at it....you just aquired one additional fan today.

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